Monday, May 24, 2010

Back to reality

Back to reality.

Back to the grind stone.

I want to be back in Costa Rica. . .

I still have a bunch of blogs and TV shows to catch up on since we were gone all last week. At least my suitcase is finally unpacked. We had a wonderful time on vacation even though I wasn't preggers. AF decided to show the morning we left to come home so I didn't have to deal with her on the trip. We have to make a decision about what we are doing this month. I am emotionally exhausted and wanted to take a break from the constant doctors appointments and pills and shots. But I feel guilty about not doing everything in my power to conceive. I want The Captain to be a father for his birthday and Father's Day and if I don't try then I can't give him that.

We have been talking and we are ready to move onto IVF. I know that is a huge decision but I am tired of constantly being disappointed and waiting and throwing money at IUI's that aren't doing anything. How do I make that decision?

I hate this, I hate infertility. Does anyone have a magic 8 ball I could borrow?

3 lovely notes from friends:

T May 24, 2010 at 2:06 PM  

I am not a doctor nor do I play one on TV. I am not going to tell you what to do because I promised I never would. To me blogging is about support.
That being said...I wish someone would have told me to stop doing IUI's after the 3rd try. Do what you want with that. I am certainly not judging anyone. I am just speaking from my experience.

Jessica May 24, 2010 at 2:13 PM  

I agree with T. It is hard to make the decision to do IVF, but the odds are so much better.

Glad you had a nice vacation. GL w/ your decision.

Katherine & Jesus May 25, 2010 at 8:48 PM  

I understand your concern in choosing IVF, we have hit that wall as well. We decided once I graduate next year we will take the plunge. I feel ya on being scared. But we all want our babies so heres to that dream.

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