Boo! (did I scare you?)

Happy Halloween everyone! I am off to Disney World with my Mom and sister. It is my Mom's birthday today so she gets in for free. I hope you have a frightful day.

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SA tomorrow

Ok DH is going to try again to get his SA done. The appointment is tomorrow and I need everyones prayers that he is not late this time. That is a huge feat for my husband, he is 30+ minutes late for everything!!!! Even work. I have been on the phone all morning and found an RE only 5 miles from our house that can do the SA's from now on but can't get an appointment for 2 weeks so his next SA will be there, thank God. He can do the sample at home from now on, YEA! Has anyone run into a problem with the insurance not covering the SA's? The RE's office told me to call and make sure they will pay for 2 in a 1 month period, apparently sometimes they only cover 1. Since this one will be in October and the next one will be in November does that count as a 2 month period or it the number of weeks? Any insight on this would be great. All these SA's are screwing with my BDing schedule, ha ha. Since you can't do anything for 3 days before hand, the next one is going to be right around O time, I am not sure how I am going to fanagle (sp?) that.

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Coming out of my dark and twisty place

I am out of my dark and twisty place, AF is gone and I am feeling good. I got to see and hold my friends 1 week old baby this morning for an hour. Now I smell like baby and have a new fire to conceive. He was so cute! I thought it would be hard seeing him but it was so easy to love him and not feel any resentment toward my friend for being so damn fertile and producing this beautiful baby. As of now I am in the different 2 ww and it is already too long. I will post pictures of the baby when I get home tonight.

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She's here! :(

I didn't get to post yesterday but AF came yesterday morning full force. Did I really expect the outcome to be different? I guess I did. Ok so on to cycle 19...

DH is going to try and do the SA again on Thursday everybody say a prayer that he doesn't run late again. grrrrr! This is our last chance so that we do not have to reschedule his Urologist appointment, if we have to do that then we can't get in until 2010!!! Nooooo! I have to have some hope of getting a christmas BFP, right?

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Still no sign of the witch or her sister spot :)

I did not test again today because well that just puts me in a dark and twisty place, in the words of Meredith Grey. So I am having hope until she shows, hopefully 9 months from now! As far as I am concerned today is a good day so far.

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Son of a &%^*!

Because DH was late to his SA appointment they wouldn't let him do it. He was the only person in the waiting room too. They stop taking SA's at 11:00 am and he got there at 10:40, WTF! He just drove 40 minutes because that is the only lab that accepts them and had to turn around and leave. Guess we won't be getting any answers soon. I told him to call the insurance company and complain to get permission to go somewhere else. They refused him this time and last time if you remember they put him in a closet to do the deed. Horrible customer service!

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Today is the day, the sun is out and the tank is clean...

Well not yet, the "tank" won't be clean until after 10:30 am. That's right, DH is going for his 2nd SA this morning and my fingers are crossed that the vitamins have helped and we will get good results. He has to go back for another in 2 weeks and then back to the Urologist. I am praying really hard that we don't need any of these SA's. AF still hasn't come but I am starting to doubt when I O'd and that she isn't really late yet. I am so scared to test. Oh my, I am rambling and getting way off topic. DH has been on L-carnitine for about 2 weeks and I know that is not a lot of time but I really could use a miracle right about now. I need all of your fingers crossed out there.

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Still no AF

She has still not arrived and I am keeping my finers crossed she stays away! I won't test until she is really late because I hate BFN's. Until now, AF free...

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AF stay away, you are not welcome!!!

Well she is supposed to be here today or tomorrow. I am feeling crampy and I don't normally get cramps until after AF arrives so keep your fingers crossed for me. I hope it is my uterus expanding for a bean. I will let you know what happens.

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Pregnancy and Infant Loss remembrance day

I didn't know it until Eileen posted about this but October 15th is Pregnancy and Infant loss Remembrance Day. Everyone is supposed to light a candle and keep it lit for at least one hour tonight at 7:00 pm to remember those we have lost. I have so many friends that have had to say goodbye to their babies before they even got to meet them. I also have several friends pregnant right now and one about to give birth any day now. I light my candle for all of you. I have neither lost a baby or been pregnant so it is not for me but for you. I urge you all to light a candle as well tonight at 7:00.

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Just keep swimming, just keep swimming, swimming, swimming

In the immortal words of Dory...just keep swimming! Dh is back from the Urologist and besides being the youngest person at the doctors office by about 30 years everything looks good. He said everything is normal downstairs and he needs to do 2 more semen analysis' two weeks apart. He gave him some vitamins to start taking but other than that I guess it is good news. Not that I wanted anything to be wrong with him but atleast there would be something to fix. He said that the lab didn't test for everything that they were supposed too so his analysis is inconclusive that is why he has to do 2 more. So we wait again...

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dun dun dun....

5 more days until hubby's appointment with the p.d. (penis doctor, that is what we are calling it). 5 more days until he has to turn his head and cough, 5 more days until we learn that we will be able to conceive, 5 more days until I can have hope restored once again.

Whoo hoo! 5 more days.

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