IVF-Day 37-8dp5dt

* The following message is TOP SECRET and will self destruct in 5 seconds *

 This morning at 6:30 am the suspense really got to me and I did it, I tested. I just knew it was going to be a BFN but then I couldn't believe it, the second line was starting to appear. Surely this was a mistake and someone else pee'd on this stick. Maybe it's an evaporation line? Nope, it is getting darker and fatter. I kept saying OMG, OMG and shaking. I capped the pee end and screamed "Holy crap we're pregnant". The Captain was dead asleep and woke up probably wondering who the hell is this crazy person screaming at me this early in the morning. Finally he woke up a little and grasped what was going on, he grabbed the stick because I guess he didn't believe me that there was a second line, and then says "wait, which end did you pee on?" We just laughed and hugged and kissed. I am in total shock! After 30 months you stop believing in miracles a little but we finally got ours. Beta on Friday!

We aren't supposed to tell anyone until the Beta, that is what we agreed on, so this is top secret. I couldn't not tell you. Thank you for all your encouraging words and support these last few weeks. I couldn't not have stayed sane without them. You are my seat belt on this long, long, journey.

sorry for the crappy picture I took it with my phone