Tuesday, October 5, 2010

IVF-Day 37-8dp5dt


* The following message is TOP SECRET and will self destruct in 5 seconds *

 This morning at 6:30 am the suspense really got to me and I did it, I tested. I just knew it was going to be a BFN but then I couldn't believe it, the second line was starting to appear. Surely this was a mistake and someone else pee'd on this stick. Maybe it's an evaporation line? Nope, it is getting darker and fatter. I kept saying OMG, OMG and shaking. I capped the pee end and screamed "Holy crap we're pregnant". The Captain was dead asleep and woke up probably wondering who the hell is this crazy person screaming at me this early in the morning. Finally he woke up a little and grasped what was going on, he grabbed the stick because I guess he didn't believe me that there was a second line, and then says "wait, which end did you pee on?" We just laughed and hugged and kissed. I am in total shock! After 30 months you stop believing in miracles a little but we finally got ours. Beta on Friday!

We aren't supposed to tell anyone until the Beta, that is what we agreed on, so this is top secret. I couldn't not tell you. Thank you for all your encouraging words and support these last few weeks. I couldn't not have stayed sane without them. You are my seat belt on this long, long, journey.

sorry for the crappy picture I took it with my phone

18 lovely notes from friends:

Katie October 5, 2010 at 9:08 AM  

CONGRATULATIONS! That's wonderful news. Fingers crossed for an excellent beta. :)

Jenni October 5, 2010 at 9:13 AM  

I am teary right now. So happy for you, friend! Fingers are still crossed here.

Jessica October 5, 2010 at 9:30 AM  

OMG...CONGRATS!!! I am so happy for you!! Hoping you get high beta numbers!!

Life in the UK October 5, 2010 at 9:53 AM  

Aaaaaaaaaaa!!!! So excited!!! We are pregnant together!! Our due dates will be a couple days apart!! YAY!! We get to be pregnant together! Can't wait to see our ultra sound pic's! I pray we both have twins :)
Congrats! It is going to take a couple days to sink in, lol!

Lori B. October 5, 2010 at 10:30 AM  

Yay!!! Congratulations! So incredibly happy for you and can't wait to hear your beta results.

Just Another Day In Paradise October 5, 2010 at 10:42 AM  

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Praying for everything!

kayee October 5, 2010 at 10:58 AM  

YAY!!!!!!! Congratulations!!!!! Can't wait to hear your fabulous number tomorrow! So excited for you!

Bobbi October 5, 2010 at 5:20 PM  

Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!! I knew it!!!!!!!!!!! Congrats! :)

Anonymous,  October 5, 2010 at 7:56 PM  

THAT is wonderful news. I will be praying you get good and high beta numbers. Whooohooohooo !!

Robbie October 5, 2010 at 10:42 PM  

I am so happy for you :) I have decided not to have children, I am not worthy of such a gift. But you are. We haven't ever met- I just follow you from "Riding with the Robertsons". Congratulations :)

Mindy October 5, 2010 at 11:39 PM  

YAY!!!! So excited!!! (P.S. I'm coming out of the woodworks, but have been following your blog for a while). If you're interested in reading about my IF journey and other crazy shenanigans, let me know and I'll add you to my blog access. So happy for you!

T October 6, 2010 at 9:23 AM  

Awesome! Praying for a fantastic beta!!

Nicole October 6, 2010 at 9:44 AM  

YAY!! Congrats Momma...you are pregnant!!! Sending lot of prayers for great Beta numbers and a happy and healthy 9 months :-)

Erin October 6, 2010 at 11:55 AM  

Thank you everyone for the sweet and encouraging comments. We feel so loved. Last night was the first The Captain has ever asked me to read all my blog post comments to him. Thank you for making us smile.

Jenny October 6, 2010 at 1:29 PM  

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! ERIN!!!!!!!!!!!! This made my DAY! CONGRATULATIONS!!!! i am THRILLED for you!!!!

Kelly October 6, 2010 at 8:36 PM  

Yay! Congratulations!

Carol October 6, 2010 at 9:00 PM  
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